The woman

I long to be there, holding you soft...
I ache to touch your skin...

You tell me quietly in my dreams that I am your one,
I know that as the truth, for you are mine...

What we have known is gone, just what we are is perfect.
I thought, until I met you there was no one to make me happy,
No one that could bring this peace to my heart.
Then there was you...
Then there was you...

You, and I became one on that silent beach last September, and now,
We are perfect...
We are perfect...

I was down, I was me.
No one special...
Not worth time...
And you found me.

You found me, fell for me, and made me.
You made me.

You made me us.
I made you see love.
We are perfect.
Then there was us.

There was us.
There is us.

And we are perfect.

To all the things I hold close...
I find myself wanting you, needing you.
Lusting after you.
Of all the things I am, nothing of what I was.

I find in myself, the love I never knew was...
Possible.

Impossible

I know all things there are now.
All things in love, wanting, needing...
I find myself thinking, knowing, and seeing you.

Obviously not

As I lay here tonight I do not sleep,

As you are on my mind.

As I lay here, I cannot dream

Because I smell you.

I shut my eyes and I see you.

I open them to the darkness and I

Hear your words.

As I lay here , in your bed, I

Know we will forever be just friends,

And that fact keeps me awake

Tonight, Because I feel the way I do

For you, and I cannot change it.

I know your mind and cannot

Change that. You will waste you life

Waiting for the one you love to fully

Love you, as I lay here tonight,

Doing just that.

So many things I should have done differently

If I could step back I

Would never pull away from that kiss.

I would have held you longer.

I see now that I have failed in

My life, Failed for not having you

Sooner... Failed for not having you.

Your eyes speak to me now,

And I see in them that it could

Have been more than what we never had...

It will be more than we don't have now.

It will be for real...

It will be forever...

It will be for us...

I see your body now, and I

Feel my soul cry...

Such beauty.

Beauty that I never held,

Beauty I never pleased...

Not yet.

I hear your words, sweet words

In my ears and I turn to

Kiss your body, only, you're not there...

You have broken my

Mind, without knowing, without trying.

You have made me the man which

I am tonight...

Broken and falling in love.

I find myself thinking of her, and it saddens me.

I found love in her, and I threw it away.

She touched my face as a friend, and kissed my

Lips as a lover...

And I threw it away.

She was my friend for ever, and after

A short while, she was my love...

And I threw it all away.

I lost my friend, my love, my lover,

And her happiness...

I threw it all away and I broke her heart.

I threw it all away and lost my friend.

I threw it all away and ruined my life.

I threw it all away and I know she will be happy.

Such a caring friend, a caring love, a beautiful person,

And I threw it all away...

And now

I hear a song, and I need

You. I need your heart in my

Hands.

My hands do not know your body,

My lips know not you lips,

My ears have not heard you voice,

My eyes have not seen your smile.

But my soul knows your love,

And my heart knows our peace...

And that is enough... For now.

My dreams know your kiss, my

Thoughts wander to you always...

We have not touched, forever.

We have not loved, forever.

But someday...

Forever...

Forever in love, forever in us.

-About ready to give up-